Lately I have not been myself.
Instead of waking up to give a cheerful "good morning!" to my room mate, I find myself preoccupied with thoughts of how bad the day is going to be and grumbling something that sounds more like "oh, good morning. today sucks". Keep in mind, I have been awake for 5 minutes. How do I know the day will suck? Because I've been a debby downer, simple.
This will simply NOT do, I do not like not being happy. Do I have any reason to not be happy? Of course not, I have been blessed beyond imaginable. I have a supportive family, friends that make me tinkle my pants with laughter and a boyfriend who tells me i'm being silly everytime I call cranky. Anyone who listen to me go on for 5 minutes about how I THINK someone gave me a bad look, and that must mean they hate me, but I don't know them.. so everyone is out to get me... blah blah, is an angel.
So basically, I'm going to go listen to N'Sync and soak up the sweet sunshine.
Thank you Abba Father for new beginnings, and I'm sorry for those who have encountered my harsh tongue the past couple weeks.
-- I really did not mean that you were a grandma because you were going 10 under the speed limit, I really did not mean that you snore like a freight train--just a toy train, I also didn't mean that just because you were talking all through class that you had no friends. You obviously do, because you talked to them all class instead of paying attention. Whoopsy, basically I'm sorry for being a "pretty princess".
xoxox :)
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